I really love my girlfriend. I think it's aparent from this journal that it takes a very special kind of person to handle someone like me. Yet she does. I'm so used to playing games, manipulation and lies. I've never been in a relationship this fucking healthy before. It's been a year and a half and we've never had an argument. Me. Not argue. It isn't about just one person collapsing under the weight of the other either. We're able to work things out like and this is the scary part like two people who have their emotional shit together. Is it strange that, that scares me?
Anyway. A mere conversation has given me a rare state of euphoria. It could be my meds but I think I'd like to believe it's her.